Thirteenth of Never

This is about a boy moments before being introduced at his post–bah mitzvah bash. I was in a hotel lobby talking to a friend when he passed by with his parents. He was all nerves and anticipation. I immediately sensed this was the biggest moment of his life.

What once seemed the faintest flick of light,
     Has hurried forth unto this gala night;
And the short he viewed in bedtime theatre,
     Now heeds the call of the bandleader.

Parents beside, he stands ever nervous —
     A diff’rent dare than the synagogue service,
Where he spat out verse and chanted rhymes,
     Of his luckless lineage, so sublime.

In shirt and tie, Saturday’s best,
     Well-earned praises he soon shall accept,
‘Long with the chills of a hundred more leers,
     Than the aggregate sum of thirteen years.

With gentle whisper his mother assures,
     “The hum of the crowd will soon be a blur.”
But the helpless fretting of untold days,
     Has spiraled into a manic malaise.

Heavy with dew from the sickly suspense,
     From the scourge of time he hath no defense; for
It’s always the longest, the time just before,
     The final steps through manhood’s door.


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When I was young, my sister and I used to ride our bikes to a big ditch down the road and then try to climb out of it. We were usually unsuccessful.

[‘Twas a healthy tract of great unearth, 
Matched in size by its own dearth.]

Quickly into the ditch we stole, 
Then, at once, gaped up a hole 
Only steam and steel could cajole. 
 
Up its walls we scratched and pawed, 
‘Mid showers of the falling ground 
Loosed by our tugs at sheared roots, 
And all that we jarred underfoot. 
 
Then, at once, we stopped our shimmy, 
To cleave between our soiled digits 
A rich and dun cross-section of clay, 
That did implore our hearts to play. 
 
But first we thought to imitate, 
With fingers curled, the bucket shape, 
And trembling lips, the sound it makes — 
 
    The claw that left 
            the earth to bake.


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