
This is about a boy moments before being introduced at his post–bah mitzvah bash. I was in a hotel lobby talking to a friend when he passed by with his parents. He was all nerves and anticipation. I immediately sensed this was the biggest moment of his life.
What once seemed the faintest flick of light,
Has hurried forth unto this gala night;
And the short he viewed in bedtime theatre,
Now heeds the call of the bandleader.
Parents beside, he stands ever nervous —
A diff’rent dare than the synagogue service,
Where he spat out verse and chanted rhymes,
Of his luckless lineage, so sublime.
In shirt and tie, Saturday’s best,
Well-earned praises he soon shall accept,
‘Long with the chills of a hundred more leers,
Than the aggregate sum of thirteen years.
With gentle whisper his mother assures,
“The hum of the crowd will soon be a blur.”
But the helpless fretting of untold days,
Has spiraled into a manic malaise.
Heavy with dew from the sickly suspense,
From the scourge of time he hath no defense; for
It’s always the longest, the time just before,
The final steps through manhood’s door.